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Are you stuck in the Twin Flame runner/chaser dynamic or separation?
Being part of a Twin Soul couple myself I know the utter frustration and pain of the Twin Flame runner/chaser dynamic and separation. I know and understand the heart pain, the obsession, the deep desire and the utter disappointment that no matter what you say or do, it seems to have ZERO effect.
Even if it does open the door just a little and you get to connect deeply, you find that out of nowhere the door gets slammed shut again – leaving you wondering what on Earth you did wrong…..
It’s not a question of doing anything wrong – it’s part of the Twin Flame alchemy process that this journey takes you through. And although you can’t change the nature of this journey, you can change HOW it affects you!
Over the past years I have helped hundreds of Twin Flames change their lives and Twin Flame journeys profoundly through working in the Akashic Records and clearing subconscious false beliefs and fears from their current life, but even MORE OFTEN from past lifetimes that were sabotaging their current day reality.
Working in the Akashic Records is a powerful way to heal your current reality. For some of my clients the clearing was the final step to be able to come together with their Twin Flame in the physical, depending on how much inner work they had already done. For others it helped clear the blocks to communication with their twin and for many it had unexpected benefits like healing their money stories, stepping into their power, mending broken relationships, healing the relationships with estranged parents or siblings and healing many other situations in their life that were causing them immense heartache and pain.
The Twin Flame journey is about YOU
We tend to think that the Twin Flame journey is only about our love life and making our romantic dreams come true, but it is much more than that. As part of the Ascension path, the Twin Flame connection has come to help you heal EVERY aspect of your life and not only your love life. It will help you restore every aspect of your life into Divine order, no matter how broken and beyond repair it may have seemed to you.
This is because the Twin Flame journey is about becoming who YOU really are and always have been on a soul level and fully embodying this state of consciousness and state of being in your physical reality.
The reason you have not been able to do this until now is because throughout your soul’s journey through time, space and the different dimensions you have accumulated many subconscious fears and false beliefs that are keeping you from seeing your true self.
These fears and false beliefs are like looking at yourself in a cracked mirror, showing you the broken and fragmented pieces of yourself instead of the real YOU that has been there all along – your true essence which is whole and one with the Divine.
Your soul is the highest expression of you, but instead over lifetimes and lifetimes throughout eons and eons you have been conditioned to identify yourself with your personality and ego self, which is the false self. It is not the truth of who you are.
The Twin Flame connection is meant to wake both of the couple up out of this illusion of identifying with the false self and fully realizing who they are on a soul level. Which is the essence of the Ascension process, shedding the old self and experiencing an inner rebirth as the soul self.
Working in the Akashic Records really allows you to find the places inside yourself where you subconsciously feel fragmented or broken due to past life experiences and trauma. Your current-life trauma is ALWAYS connected to past life trauma, that was left unresolved and seeking to be healed in your current day life experience.
Facing these painful and often even disowned parts of yourself is what many refer to as shadow work. Another important part of working in the Akashic records is soul retrieval, this is where we bring back fragmented and lost parts of your soul that you disowned and that are now ready to be reintegrated, which restores your sense of oneness within which is essential to reaching inner union.
Your Twin Flame as your Divine mirror, helps you become aware of all these distortions you subconsciously hold within about yourself and you do the same for them. Even when it seems your twin has moved on and is happy in life – never let outer appearances deceive you on this journey, as their facade only serves to help you see your own subconscious fears and false beliefs more clearly.
You mirror each other not to hurt each other, but to help the other heal the underlying pain (the fears and false beliefs) that they are carrying within. It is the highest form of love, to help each other become their true self.
It’s not fear that triggers Twin Flame running & separation
While most Twin Flame sites will tell you that it is fear that is making your Twin Flame run, that is not true.
In reality it’s old unhealed traumas, outdated beliefs and deep ancient fears rising up out of the subconscious mind from this lifetime and previous lifetimes that are causing the running, hiding and separation in order to trigger the healing process within the Twin Flame couple.
This is also why chasing the Twin Flame or pushing for a romantic connection does not work, because the disharmony resides on a subconscious level. It’s actually not even really about a disharmony between you and your Twin Flame, but a disharmony between you and your soul that is meant to be healed through your Twin Flame connection.
An interesting phenomenon in the Twin Flame dynamic is, that the Divine Feminine (male or female) leads the way in the healing process. She is impregnated with the union and consciously works towards it, this does not mean she is more awakened than her Divine counterpart. The Divine Masculine offers the Divine Feminine, the experiences she needs to heal the distortion within, through ‘his’ (can be her as well) often obnoxious behavior.
He is not consciously aware of what he is doing or why, he just knows that this is what he has to do as he is simply following the soul agreement you both made with each other prior to your embodiment in this lifetime. It may certainly LOOK like your twin, is breaking this agreement and veering off course, but their behavior is custom designed to trigger your deepest and most painful subconscious wounds so that you can free yourself once and for all.
Your self-liberation has a knock-on effect on them, helping the Divine counterpart heal the corresponding distortion within themselves as well.
How the subconscious mind creates your physical reality
You are a vibrational being who is made up of both a conscious part and a subconscious/unconscious part, your conscious part is only deciding 5% of your life. The subconscious mind directs your life for 95% so if there is still a lot of subconscious pain and trauma in the subconscious mind, it will attract matching vibrational outcomes in your physical reality.
Which is why Carl Jung psychiatrist and psychoanalyst who founded analytical psychology, states that if we don’t make these parts of us conscious, they will create our reality and we will just write it off as fate – never realizing that the problems in our lives are ‘self-generated’ (which does not mean it’s your fault). Blame is a 3D old paradigm concept, that does not exist in 5D.
What you belief to be true within you – whether conscious or subconscious, is mirrored back to you as your physical reality outside of you. A lot of your subconscious beliefs that you held true lifetimes and lifetimes ago are not aligned to your highest or soul truth. By having them mirrored back to you in your 3rd dimensional reality, you get a chance to become consciously aware of the subconscious belief and decide if you still want to believe, if this belief is still true for you today.
In fact ALL subconscious beliefs are co-creating your current day reality without you knowing it.
In my session with clients we often see that what is happening today in their Twin Flame connection is a redo of a previous life or a deeper karmic pattern that they have had on rinse and repeat throughout multiple lifetimes.
The subconscious mind doesn’t know time, it only knows the now and it doesn’t know any other than the self, so anything it believes is applied to the SELF in the NOW whether it is from a past life, an ancestral belief or whatever. It doesn’t differentiate where the false beliefs or fears originated because it is connected to the soul and through the connection to the soul they all become relevant, as they are false identifications. They prevent you from seeing the truth of your being.
When it comes to subconscious beliefs, you need to either PLAY out the past in real-time (fate) or CLEAR out the past energetically.
This is because everything that you do not clear out yourself, you will have to play out in your physical reality to have it fully cleared. Clearing out these old energies, reduces and often eliminates the necessity to have to play out all these painful past hurts in your life in order to heal them. This makes your journey less painful and easier to navigate.
The problem is, like many situations and relationships here on planet Earth – the Twin Flame relationship DOES NOT come with an instruction manual. So, often you have no idea what is going on or why this relationship can involve so much pain. Your Twin Flame will bring up each and every wound to the surface that needs your attention. This happens not with the intention to hurt you, but to prepare you for the next step in your soul evolution- inner union (outer union is but a mere reflection of this union found within).
These are some of the wounds that your Twin Flame can trigger for you to heal, which are keeping you from fully living your soul truth:
- Fear of abandonment
- Wounds in relation to your mother
- Wounds in relation to your father
- Inner child wounding
- Sexual abuse issues
- Grieve & loss issues
- Anger & resentment issues
- Fears great & small
- Hatred & revenge issues
- Your relationship with your soul and the Divine
- Your relationship with siblings
- Wounds with your Twin Flame in past lives
- Unresolved karma from past lives
- Past life oaths and vows of celibacy and poverty
- Ancestral beliefs around love and marriage
- Codependency and stepping into your power
What makes it even more complex is that you are often not consciously aware of the wounds that are being triggered. On the outside it will just look like your Twin Flame is behaving badly, leading you on and playing games. They might tell you they don’t love you anymore or don’t want to be with you.
All these outer appearances in your reality are in fact not what is really going on.
The truth is that you and your twin pre-scripted your journey together for this lifetime and all this so called ‘bad behavior‘ is in fact meant to trigger these subconscious wounds that you were unaware of but that were shaping your current life experiences nonetheless.
This creates an immense opportunity for you to heal and grow, which will help you to really transform your life and create the life of your dreams – by clearing out all these subconscious blocks that were keeping you stuck in unwanted realities. Which means that this healing and clearing work you do not only benefits your Twin Flame connection, you actually reap the biggest rewards as it transforms your life beyond your wildest dreams.
Modern day initiations on the Ascension path
The Twin Flame journey is a fast-track to Ascension, whether you want it or not. I know you deeply desire a romantic outcome, but your soul is preparing you for an even higher outcome that of course also includes romantic bliss. This is not just a spiritual journey, in the same way as this is not just about a romantic outcome. In the 5th dimensional frequency reality, where this journey is taking you – you can have your cake and eat it too.
The old 3D paradigm is based on scarcity, which made you feel you had to choose or/or. The new 5D paradigm also known as Heaven on Earth, is based on unlimited abundance – which allows you to have it ALL and creates an and/and mentality and reality.
Because dimensions and paradigms are not locations, they are states of consciousness and states of being that manifest themselves as the physical reality – 5D will be experienced as a PHYSICAL reality. It’s not merely an energetic reality as many other Twin Flame teachers, teach. All realities exist in energy before they manifest in the physical, this was also true in the old 3D reality experience and this will remain to be true for the new 5D reality experience.
However our physical reality is nothing but a reflection of our inner state of consciousness and inner state of being and so our physical reality experience depends on the dimension we can vibrationally tap into. Our personal vibrational frequency determines the dimensional frequency that we are a vibrational match to and thus can live in.
The Twin Flame journey serves as a series of initiations that helps you release these deep subconscious wounds as discussed above and shift into this 5D reality experience.
In order to do this you need to raise your personal vibrational frequency as that is what is keeping you locked into the old 3D paradigm reality. Most methods out there including, Twin Flame meditations, infinity healing, yoga, meditation, journaling and so on can only slightly increase your vibrational frequency, but they DO NOT help you release the lower vibrational frequency emotions stuck in your vibrational field from this and previous lifetimes.
They simply don’t go deep enough to access these parts of the subconscious mind, where all this deep trauma has been stored. These wounds can’t just be magicked away either with cute spells, they have to be faced and so you need a method that helps you face them so that they can be deeply understood and released.
You CANNOT enter 5D carrying all this vibrational gunk and sludge with you, which is why your Twin Flame is triggering you left, right and front center – in order for you to bring this wounding in your conscious awareness so that it can be healed and released. Like sandbags on hot air balloons, this vibrational dense energy has to be released in order for you to ascend.
Preparing the physical body to be able to hold the soul
Ascension is not about leaving the body, it’s about the soul fully entering the physical body which is not possible if it is still filled with all these subconscious painful past (life) memories, emotions, ancient fears and false beliefs.
At this moment many of your chakras and a great part of your energy field are blocked by deeply buried subconscious emotions such as resentment, anger, grief, guilt, shame and other similar emotions that are caused through unprocessed trauma mostly from past lifetimes. These emotions lower your vibrational frequency, as they are much denser in nature – check this chart (click on link to open in a new tab) to understand how they weigh down your personal vibrational frequency. As you can see these type of emotions have the lowest level of consciousness and are the lowest on the vibrational frequency scale.
Just because you don’t remember these emotions or the situations that caused them, does not mean they aren’t there – you can’t see the bacteria that causes infection either but we all know now that bacteria causes infection when before modern science this connection was not as evident as it is for us today. Before the discovery of bacteria, people believed infection or disease was caused by evil spirits. Today we believe that the circumstances of our life are caused by the family or country we were born in, fate, bad luck and so on… When in reality the circumstances of our life are caused by stuck past and current life trauma in your body and chakras. It’s these blocks that are creating strife and havoc in your life, it has nothing to do with the hand your were dealt or a fated destiny that can’t be changed.
But what about current life trauma, you may ask?
Your deepest blocks are never from this lifetime, because all trauma in this lifetime is nothing but your subconscious mind trying to heal past life trauma through your current life experience. The current life experience is meant to re-trigger the pain of the past so that it can be resolved this time around.
In the Akashic Record Clearings we often find, the same trauma being played out over multiple lifetimes over and over again. When I see this I take the client to the original wound, because when that is understood it heals all following timelines – no matter how often the trauma was played out after the original wounding.
All this dense energy has to be cleared out for the soul to be able to reside in the physical body, and for the physical body to be able to contain the higher frequency of the soul.
This is where it all comes together embodying the soul in the physical, grounding 5D as your physical reality and alchemizing inner union – they all depend on releasing our past life karma of what was done to us and what we did to others. Once we clear all these energetic blocks and unblock the main chakras, the kundalini energy is free to rise up – creating the energetic aspect of the inner union and Ascension process, also known as self-actualization.
This is what the Twin Flame journey is truly about and it is the biggest gift that you can ever give to another, the gift of fully fulfilling your own potential and becoming all you can be. This is a gift that can only be given from unconditional love, because you have to to set the other completely free to free themselves and trust that if they are meant for you they will return as you simply cannot lose what is yours by Divine right.
Will doing this inner work help you align your Twin Flame?
Yes! If this person is your true Twin Flame then any work you do on becoming more whole within yourself will work through in your relationship with your twin.
Remember what you witness outside of you is only a reflection of what you hold to be true inside of you. The more you heal and clear within yourself, the more healed and cleared your physical reality becomes (that is mirrored back to you). So even if this person turns out – not to be your Twin Flame, the healing and clearing work you have done is NEVER lost.
It has brought you in a complete new higher vibrational reality, which brings in everything in your life that matches that more loving and harmonious frequency. That increased loving and harmonious vibration that you then naturally emanate into the world, magnetizes to you it’s own reflection as your physical reality.
This is the only true road to Twin Flame union, becoming it’s a vibrational match – so that it can manifest itself in your physical reality. You can’t ever manipulate or push and shove your way to union because it won’t be sustainable.
All this past (life) gunk and sludge, these outdated beliefs, repressed emotions, traumas, past life oaths and vows – all this wounding is lowering your personal vibrational frequency and needs to be released from your vibrational field, in order for you to become a vibrational match to the higher vibrational frequency of Twin Flame union (which is not just a romantic relationship with the twin). If it’s not cleared out, you will have to play it out with your twin as you have been doing up till now.
Because the Twin Flame connection is meant to be so much more than a romantic love story, the journey with your twin leads to becoming whole within yourself. Instead of being a half looking for another half to make them whole – this journey forces you to first find this wholeness inside of you.
Twin Flame union is the outer manifestation of the inner union, found in oneself. True union cannot be lost, because it’s a soul growth process and therefore a state of consciousness in the self that is reflected back in the physical experience. It is a self perpetuating inner state, that does not depend on outer conditions.
To be honest many Divine Feminines with their strong focus on union and the obsessing over their twin 24/7 are in fact repelling their twin and union, because their intense desire completely demagnetizes them to having what they want. Twin Flame union comes through detachment and surrender, it doesn’t manifest through intense desire.
Even this obsessing about your twin 24/7 or an intense focus on physical romantic union, are all the earlier mentioned subconscious wounds like codependency for example, that need to be addressed in order for you to become the vibrational match to the manifestation of your deepest heart’s desire. I know how deep this desire is, as I have felt it as well on my own journey towards my Twin Flame – but these are in fact your own subconscious wounds pulling you into your healing.
These states of fear and obsession are caused by false beliefs that your happiness lies outside of you or depends on others. This keeps you searching for fulfillment externally, which equals to believing you are a half searching for another half to make you whole. This only attracts people in your life that see themselves as broken and fragmented within as well and looking for someone else to fix them, hence the fact that so many romantic relationships are toxic and dysfunctional – because the couple is projecting all this subconscious gunk and sludge on each other.
It’s clearing those beliefs and the (past life) situation in which you created them, that brings you back to your wholeness and into alignment first with your own soul and from there to the outer union you so crave.
Akashic record clearing
In order to help you heal these past lives and bring the subconscious programming that needs to be reprogrammed, into your conscious awareness I have developed a technique that gives you direct access to your own Akashic records.
The Akashic Record Clearings offer you a powerful journey into your subconscious mind and Akashic record to help you release deep unconscious and often karmic patterns that are weighing your vibrational field down with dense energies – which keep you corded to the old 3D paradigm templates and vibrational frequency.
It’s these energies that repel your twin and cause energetic disharmony which is at the root of the Twin Flame runner/chaser dynamic and long term separation. Remember Twin Flame unions don’t work on the two halves, becoming one whole model. Your twin will keep triggering everywhere where you are still feeling cut off from your own wholeness, even when you are already in a romantic relationship together.
The point of a Twin Flame connection is not the romance, the point is the soul growth – the romance is the cherry on top.
We all wish there was a magic pill, that we could take and we would be in instant union with our Twin Flame. Trust me, that pill doesn’t exist. We all have to do our own inner work and with this session, I can help YOU find multiple past lives and the subconscious programming that are keeping you out of harmony within.
Contrary to most Akashic Record Clearings, I do not read your records for you. The energy I bring into your chakras and energy system activates your own dormant psychic abilities, this allows you to experience the content in your Akashic record first-hand without having to rely on the readers interpretation or level of understanding.
In the session you will experience directly which exact (past life) trauma’s, beliefs and repressed emotions are at this moment causing the problems in your life and causing your Twin Flame to keep distance. The energy that I bring into your chakras will help you heal and clear these vibrational wounds at the deepest level. It’s the equivalent of spiritual Drano, that deeply unclogs the pipes of your subconscious mind.
This cleansing will benefit YOU personally, it will benefit your twin (as all the healing work one twin does works through to the benefit of the other twin too) and it will benefit your Twin Flame connection.
Many Twin Flames are scheduled to come into union in the coming years, but it is not something that just magically happens. If that were the case there wouldn’t be so many twin couples in separation for years on end and often even decades.
You have to remove your own (subconscious) blocks to union within. The more you heal on your own initiative, the less wounds there are left to be triggered in your Twin Flame relationship and the deeper these union energies can help you connect to your twin in the time to come.
Doing your inner healing work, in the end will be what will bring you into lasting harmony with your twin and get the most out of the supportive energies that are now being sent down to help more and more Twin Flames reach their final reunion together.
How does it work?
The Akashic Record Clearings are done by audio call. After you have paid for the clearing, you will be redirected to my online scheduler where you can pick an available time and date. When your booking is confirmed, we will meet on a conference call on the appointed date and time.
During the call I will bring in a powerful clearing energy through your chakra’s that brings up the subconscious wounds, this energy activates your own dormant psychic ability allowing you to see (feel, hear or know) during the session.
Your higher self will guide us through the session and will bring up the wounds that are ready to be addressed and released in order for you to reach the next level of consciousness available to you at this time.
In this journey into your Akashic record and subconscious mind we will clear and heal any of the following according to what your soul prioritizes:
- Any place where you are holding low frequency emotions such as anger, resentment, fear, hatred, judgement, guilt, shame, blame, grief, depression, devastation and so on
- Any place where you are pitched against yourself, through shame, blame, guilt, self-loathing, self-judgement, self-hatred, etc
- Any place where you are not standing in your power, because of victim identification or because you don’t trust yourself with power based on past experiences
- Any wounds regarding trusting your higher self or the Divine
- Any places where you disowned pieces of your soul (soul loss) that are now ready to come back and be integrated, including the past life gifts from those lifetimes (soul retrieval)
- Money related trauma, stuck in the root chakra, solar plexus chakra or heart chakra and any fears or false beliefs you have around money and abundance
- Your core wounding (when you are ready) that is keeping you in false identification with the ego and personality, instead of identifying with your soul
- Any wounding and beliefs from past lives that have you mistrust men/women, doubt love, fear sexuality or have any other negative charge that is making you subconsciously distrust the other sex in this lifetime
- Possible past life oaths and vows, such as poverty vows and vows of celibacy
- Cut cords with people, places, morphic fields (racism, slavery, misogyny, patriarchy, etc) and collective consciousness that no longer serve you – release outdated soul contracts
- Any joint past lives with your twin in which you hurt, killed one another, lost each other or any other memory that has now been reactivated and needs to be healed before you can reach harmony together
- Replace 3D paradigm subconscious programming with new 5th dimensional consciousness and unity codes
The session will take you through multiple past lifetimes and current life wounds which we will heal one by one. This will then reveal a deeper underlying karmic pattern to me, that we will hone in on and I will help you clear the root karmic pattern that is causing the manifestation of that same pattern in this lifetime.
Do not fear being re-traumatized as you will ONLY be shown what you are ready to see and release. We work in a highly protected energetic force field, directly in your Akashic record and under direct guidance of your higher self. My role is only to set up the force field that allows you to access your Akashic records yourself and to guide you deeper into the experiences. I create the bridge into this etheric realm and I am your guide there until I bring you back in the here and now, when we have done our healing and clearing work.
Everything you heal in this journey will change your own vibrational frequency. It will also work through to your Twin Flame as your chakra systems are connected to each other and it will reduce the triggers between you that set off running, allowing for a more harmonious relationship together.
Manifesting a Twin Flame love relationship is much like any other manifestation, in which you need to eliminate all the internal blocks that are keeping you from manifesting your deepest heart’s desire – a loving and harmonious partnership with the love of your life – Your ONE TRUE LOVE. Some you will easily access yourself, other blocks are lodged deep inside your subconscious mind. Part of this aligning to a harmonious partnership, is also releasing the toxic romantic love programming that has not worked for you in previous relationships either.
The Akashic Record Clearings that I offer, will help you get deep access to your subconscious mind and find the different ways YOU are subconsciously BLOCKING your own Twin Flame Union, even when it is consciously your deepest and most wanted heart’s desire.
These sessions are very intimate and sacred, they feel almost like birthing a child, except now you are birthing long hidden aspects of your soul and eventually you rebirth yourself completely as your soul self (which is the final stage of inner union) and full self-actualization.
I am so humbled and honored to assist you in the pregnancy (whether you are a man or a woman) and eventual birth of your true self, your soul fully incarnating in the physical.
Lots of love,
Here is some practical information, to help you optimally prepare for your Akashic Record Clearing. Please read this section carefully, so that we can use our time together on deeply exploring your subconscious blocks and karmic patterns – instead of repeating this kind of general info on the call.
What you need to know before the session:
- This is a maximum 2 hour session
- The call will be held on a conference call
- The call will be audio only so that you can fully focus on the information you are being shown in your Akashic Record
- You can use your laptop, smartphone or tablet to access the conference call
- We start seated to bring in the energy, after that you can lie down it will help you relax deeper
- Please make sure to use a headset, this will help the energy transference go deeper
- Please read the ‘after the session’ instructions BEFORE coming on the call
After the session please:
- Take an Epsom salt foot bath (sea salt or magnesium salt work too) to fully release the energies that we have brought up for clearing, from the past lives we worked in.
- Burn some dried sage in the room where you sat during the journey, this to clean the space energetically of all the residue energies we cleared during the session.
- Drink lots of water to help flush out all the energies that were lodged in your physical body and are now being released.
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